Incertus

and it was sad. My first wife passed away. I had not seen or talked with her in 15 years… at least. But still often thought of her. And in spite of it all, there was still feeling there. I guess when one loves one really never stops doing that. Buried it might be, even forgotten in the pain of separation and what lead to the ending of the relationship but it is there. They … Read The Rest >>

Some time ago, after spending a couple of years not leaving my apartment unless I absolutely had too, I was looking around for something that would get me out and I got re-involved with theater after a number of years away. Usually I am the Technical Director/Lighting Designer for productions. And will often run the lights/sound during the run. This is fun and other then the usual OCD stuff does not cause too much in … Read The Rest >>

“There is no longer a way out of our present situation except by forging a road toward our objective, violently and by force, over a sea of blood and under a horizon blazing with fire.”– Gamal Abdel Nasser (1918-70)

I was out walking the other day. As always, as my OCD dictates, I was keeping a careful eye on where I was walking, where my feet touched, my head down, ever careful to … Read The Rest >>